This has been an absolutely horrid morning, which really sucks since last night I had a great time with Joel seeing HellBoy II.  I will start with the good points: The movie was very good, you should go see it.  There were a few moments that were predictable or I had a “Well Duh!!!” reaction to but they didn’t ruin the film.  It was VERY VERY ( Read more... )

 
So the boy in tights is dating the goddess (AKA Kelli).  It is not that I care so much as like, she told me how it was such a huge secret and then how she was worried because the boy in tights used to have a think this other dancer in the company (the Diva) but this girl didn’t have the same feeling for him.  The Goddess is worried that this girl ( Read more... )

 
I finally got the letter saying they were accepting me to USF for the fall.  There is a 90% chance that is where I will go.  I want to meet with the head o the theater and French departments and talk to them about credits ETC.  I am getting really sick of this mess.  I don’t want to be 25 and still gong to college.  I understand if I need to take ( Read more... )

So this is a day that i think will have major suck factor. They have moved me from my desk to another one and the computer here has NOTHING on it at all. No Word, not e-mail, no Theater Manager. So I am like WTF??? How am I supposed to get any work done? I have a phone but so what, there is nothing I can do with out TM and Excel in the system ( Read more... )

Can shove some toe shoes up his well toned ASS.  He said I confuse him because he can "Steryotype me" and I am sick of his judgemental BS.   If he is going to make assumptions because I wear black and have pink hair then fuck that.  He is blond and dances ballet, does that mean he is a Dumb Homo?  I have learned he is very quick to judge... ( Read more... )

 A friend (I will not say who because I niticed the post was friend locked) posted this today:
"You know, there are some days I wonder if all this fighting is even worth it. I'm just so damn frustrated! I'm tired of trying to prove myself."

it scared me because this is how I feel right now to a T....

In trying to think of good this Project Runway ( Read more... )

I have been thinking about a lot of things lately, a lot brought on my therapy.  First off, I realized why I am SO desperate for a boyfriend/relationship right now: In HS and even Junior HS I didn’t have a lot of friend so my only social outings were with a BF.  When I had a BF I went to art museums, movies, parks, food, everything.  If I didn’t ( Read more... )

So i am back after my maybe kinda idonno date thing and i had a good time.  the Movie was excellent and I really had a good time.  Nothing actually happened, I got 3 hugs and some good conversation.  I am not sure if he is interested in me, but i am pretty sure he had a good time.  Maybe I will just wind up with a movie buddy but that is life.

HE CALLED HE CALLED HE CALLED HE CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!

We are going to see the diving bell and the butterfly at the kabuki at 4:45 meeting at 4:30.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!
sings to the tune of Alloette:
I like french films
pretentious boring french films
I like french films
2 tickets s'il vous plait!!!!

He said he would call at Noon.  so i am sitting by my phone waiting for him to call me.  I have put more effort in to looking like I put in no effort then I do when i get ready for work.  Taking the advice of the two guys I go to for boy advice i chose thing that make me feel good and make me feel confident: My favorite black shirt that is really ( Read more... )